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Loving You
03:48
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I was so busy loving you I didn’t notice you changed
I fell in with the fans, in with the limestone that covered the corner street bar,
You left me in
And I faded, faded, faded, faded,
Like a photograph or your smile
Like my words
I was so busy drinking I didn’t notice you changed
I cried like a foghorn, blurred with the chalk lines in the corner street bar you left me in
And I faded, faded, faded, faded,
Like a photograph or your smile
Like your laugh
I live between victim and blame
I live between victim and blame
Between the tracks and the train
Between the start and the end
I miss you, my lonely friend
I am a letter tucked in a screen door
A shot of whiskey kicked to the floor
I want you to unbreak what you broke
I want you to unbreak what you broke
What you broke
I was so busy loving you I didn’t notice I changed
I want to be the person I was before I forgot
to love me too
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2. |
Dancing on The Water
04:15
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She drank too much
threw her car keys off a cliff
and the moon looked so pretty
Dancing on the water
Not giving a shit
Said “it's no good, it’s falling apart,
If I can’t trust you
I can't trust myself
And sure can't trust my heart”
But the moon don’t care
Bout an old moon
Silhouettes on the walls
Singing out of tune
There's a house by the river
Down a gravel road
And every sunday I sit
where the sun hits the window
And there's a mirror of my mothers
Covered by a drape
But I never peer in it
cause I know I’ll see her face
She followed the signs
Up the coast
She murmured her regrets
She mourned her woes
Said “it's no good, it can't be true,
If I can't trust my heart
I can't trust myself
And sure as hell can't trust you”
She woke up alone
To a full moon
Silhouettes on the walls
Dancing round the room
There's a house by the river
Down a gravel road
And every sunday I sit
where the sun hits the window
And there's a mirror of my mothers
Covered by a drape
But I never peer in it
cause I know I’ll see her face (x2)
She drank too much
threw her car keys off a cliff
and she looked so pretty
Dancing on the water
Dancing on the water
Dancing on the water
Looking like my mother
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3. |
Sweet Fool
04:19
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Love how you made me a fool
Running around looking for you
I’m the face of a stranger
In arms timid by nature
Oh love how I knew
Just what to do with you
The actress takes the stage
Cue the band, enter the page
How he notes my every move
How I see myself through you
Ohh leave it for the mourning
Of a passing shooting star
Take your coffee in the garden
And forget who you are
The charm of a wilted rose
On the bed stand below the window
Just a breeze and a petal falls
To its knees and than to a crawl
Ohh how sweet the brandy in Indiana, how you wanted more
Maybe down in Texas they’ll be serving what you’re looking for
Ohhh how sweet the fool love has made of me and you
Ohhh how sweet the fool love has made of me and you
Me and you
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4. |
Shopping Cart
03:03
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I cried on Halloween
The mushrooms were hitting me
It’s a full moon but I can’t see
Drive through Hubbard park
Push me home in a shopping cart
Let’s check out that free RV
I got nervous watching you make dinner
What if I staid through the winter
Would you stay with me?
Who’s gonna be the next president?
You stole that wine with such confidence
The end of the world a non-event after all
Drove me to emergency care,
Smoked a pack of cigarettes just waiting there
Saw your face in the rearview mirror
Couldn’t look you in the eyes I could only cry
Got a ticket driving home going 97
Later that month I wrote you a letter
Didn’t think you’d write me back but I wanted to explain myself
See I’m always sad
I was born like that
And I grew attached
to you
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5. |
Mainline Maine Man
03:31
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The fire spits and drips
The waxy woven souls find comfort
In the grave they slip
As they adjust their pillows, slumber
Meets them like a friend
Like a kiss that they remember
Sitting on a bench
It’s 1920, mid-november
Oh the world is ending again
Oh how do we
The water holds you bound
To the secrets you live under
A tourniquet rewound
A mainline, Maine man, lobster hunter
How to stay profound?
Asks one lonely drunk to another
Their shutting down this town
Oh the politics, lets run those numbers
Oh the world is ending again
Oh how do we pretend?
But the water was a friend
It got you here though it pulled you under
And the fire burned you dead
But not without a prayer from your father
Would you do it again?
Could you stand the thirst, the hunger?
Would you hold my hand?
It’s 2020 and you’re my lover
Oh the world is ending again
Oh how do we pretend?
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6. |
Highway
03:45
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The morning light
Finds me how it finds us all
Whispering to the aches and pains
Buried in the walls,
Of my bedroom
Something I can dream
An address and an age I know I have seen
There’s a hallway
And there is a man
Listen to the cello play
Listen to the cello play
Where should we go?
Is there somewhere we can stay?
A place where I can dream of water,
Noticing the day
Pass us by, high and on the streets
We were kids, with nothing left to eat
There’s a highway and there is a man
Listen to the cello play
Listen to the cello play
Nothings gonna make him go away
So listen to the fucking the cello play
I forgive myself
I forgive myself
I forgive myself
I forgive myself
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7. |
Time I Borrowed
03:45
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Look for me in the sky when I’m gone
Find me in a candle lit at sunset
Taste me in a pour of Irish Whiskey
Breath me in at dawn with your cigarette
Hear my voice sooth you and your sorrows
And forgive me for the time I borrowed
I was just a kid, I hadn’t died yet
Thought I could outlive the ride I bet on
But I hated leaving you
I hated leaving you,
I hated how it all happened
Love me longer than my life lasts
Be sure not to cry more than I made you laugh
Think of all the times I talked you off the edge
When it feels too much, when you hate me for being dead
I was just a kid, I hadn’t died yet
Thought I could outlive the ride I bet on
But I hated leaving you
I hated leaving you,
I hated how it all happened
Hear my voice sooth you and your sorrows
And forgive me for the time I borrowed
But I hated leaving you
I hated leaving you,
But I hated leaving you
I hated leaving you,
I hated how it all happened
Look for me in the sky when I’m gone
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8. |
Vincent
05:30
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Vincent
You were born the day that I died
Fuck me blue, the color of my eyes
I cried for help, you never came
I shouted out, I gave it a name
Thedore, Theodore, Theodored you so much
Thedore, Theodore, Theodored you so much
Thedore, Theodore, Theodored you so much
Thedore, Theodore, Theodored you so much
I built us a house you’ll never sleep in
A place to be safe, a face to believe in
You were born the day that I died
And I was born and I fucking tried
Vincent Van Gogh, Vincent Van Gogh, Vincent Van Gogh on your way
Vincent Van Gogh, Vincent Van Gogh, Vincent Van Gogh on your way
Vincent Van Gogh, Vincent Van Gogh, Vincent Van Gogh on your way
Vincent Van Gogh, Vincent Van Gogh, Vincent Van Gogh on your way
On your way, On your way, On Your way
I was born the day that we died
Climber of trees, watcher of skies
Holder of truth, closer to heart
Fucker upper, pieces of part
Pieces of part, pieces of part, pieces of part
Pieces of part, pieces of part, pieces of part
Pieces of part, pieces of part, pieces of part
Pieces of part, pieces of part, pieces of part
Part of me, Part of me, part of me
Part of me, Part of me, part of me
Part of me, Part of me, part of me
Part of me, Part of me, part of me
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Johanna Rose Vermont
She/They
Treehouse, VT
Milwaukee, WI
New Orleans, LA
Musician,
Songwriter, Poet, Artist
also plays in
Ugly Vipers
B8r
formerly
New Boyz Club
Nickel&Rose
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